I have not stopped grinning for the last two hours, why? Because I am feeling a humongous sense of relief! After weeks of confusion, well, if we’re completely honest years of confusion, I had a firework moment, the tug of war is over, there is a winner, I know where I am, and what I am doing! 

Do not get me wrong, there is a lot more to discover but the major confusion has gone. I’ve worked out the destination, I just need to work out how to make the best of the destination!

After the firework moment I wondered how I could have made it so so complicated? I guess the answer is, it’s just what we do. We can’t imagine that an answer is simple, that actually there aren’t curve balls, it is just that simple!

So, I’ve made it through the confusion, and I’m ready for the rest of the journey… And I have to say I am ready! I am ready to discover everything that God has in store, as Mary said ‘let it happen’!!!!!!!

I hope you’re ready as well! Thank you all so much for your words and encouragement, you are amazing!